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| hey guys
last night jess and i went to SaltGrass with a bunch of new friends, and ate before homecoming at Foster High School..then we went to homecoming until halftime, and had some fun there..went back to harmony's car only to realize we lost the keys somewhere at the game, walked all the way back and turns out someone had turned them in..then we all met up at a convenient store..and decided where we were going..sadly i dont remember whos house..lol..oops..we had alot of fun there though...i guess i was acting a little crazy..lol..i was making up for almost 2 years of never doing anything FUN. so..it turned out alright..and today we might go swimming at this guy "cole" (dont know if i spelled it right)..he lives down the road..hopefully harmony is off work and comes with us..and i think we might go to the movies with melissa tonight also..fun fun..were definitely too tired to party again tonight. ick. splitting headache and everything..but after 4 days of developing my film, and like three trips to walmart, the guy called me and informed me that my pictures were indeed ready..so i might scan some of those on my myspace tonight...and well have some from last night by next week..anyway im really craving some oreos and a nap..so goodbyee | | |
| Rita was a pmsing bitch.thats all i know. next time maybe shell take her midol.
Jess and I are enrolling in Austin High School this week, its in Houston, 5A..kinda excited..but it will never be what Orange was, and were sorry for ever taking for granted our lives..because we had some of the best times there, and you bet your ass we will be back....SOON!. poor Orange.:( poor Beaumont.sigh.
well. im fixin to go check out this school..i love you guys tremendously..
Kayleigh Ann
edit::we enrolled in Foster....yayy | | |
| its sad it came to this..but i believe youll be over it just as quick as it happened. i almost wish youd beg forever..but i know that it just wasnt that way for you..that you just arent used to not having me around. youll still have the time of your life, and the only time i will cross your mind, is when your nights are cold and lonely.but i guess its alright if i cross it. i cant make believe like this was just a silly fling for us both. because it wasnt. you just couldnt stop, and its a tragic thing, when you cant control yourself..id like to know why i feel guilty..? god knows i might miss you more than i can imagine..but i think he prepared me for this...
my next statement..are you prepared for Rita..?!damn shes a hard ass huh..coming at us with wind gusts of 165 mph..a lil hefty id say..who pissed her off anyway.
today was long and dull...so meagan and i left after lunch, and skipped govt..got my check from Roberts, and ate some mexican food and icecream..haha we also took some random goofy pictures in her car..No Diggity!.lol our songgg..Meagans mom ..."what are you little sluts doin home from school"...hahah mommas trippin. lol i <3 my meagan and her crazy mom.
i bought black nail polish..and painted jess's and my nails black..i put hot pink polka dots on hers, and glitter on mine, so mine are like turquoise..and hers are just hot.lol. i think were giong to make goth kinda glamourous and sexy..
well jess and i just got some taco bell, and swear, the lines were out to the highway..but a girls got to eat..so we waited..and blared some shania twain.."i feel like a woman"..haha im sure everyone in orange heard us..but its the thought that counts, cause being a lady is a damn good feeling..!
oh.and i tanned for the first time in months. used a tingler.and walked out of there contemplating whether or not my skin was going to just welp up.never been so hot before in my life. i was like holy christ brittany im fried.and she was like it will go away. and sure enough it did. haha.thank god. i thought id be permanently splotched and red. now i have color.yayy.haha.im silly. well i need to finish packing.and hopefully there is a shopping mall where were headed cause ive made some big money this week!..
<3 Kayleigh | | |
| well i hope it was good..the best youve ever had..because hard times are going to fall all around you, and for once i wont be there to stop them.
today was an excruciatingly long day...the longest perhaps ive had in a while..maybe bc i seem to be a tad depressed, and all i could think about all day was getting some sleep.
after school..my "friend" from down the road came over....and he was being funny, and acting like a little gay boy would..lol but i <3 you to death anyway "codename"..haha..youre my new workout buddy..mmk!..
then i went to work, and made 45 bucks..it was a slow night, but my grandparents came in, and it was a pleasant surprise..but when they were leaving i felt a pang of sadness in my heart, and i felt like a little girl again and wanted to run after them and say hey wait..where are you goign in a time like this..of course..who is to know of what this time is like..when one minute i am holding up so well, and the next im falling to pieces.
well its pretty late..of course..i rarely sleep..im much too entertained by all of my loyal friends..haha..and our interesting online sessions..and homework..of course..but i just thought id tell ya how my day went..go away rita! go away.
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| so found out tonight that he fucked his manager twice..im alright, i really am.
i have been knowing i can do better ..im hurt, and disgusted, and would love to push him off the top of a bridge, for looking in my eyes last night and lying to me..but um hey..thats life..and my life will go on..as for him, i feel sorry for him, bc i know god is really not happy with this situation.i mean i can imagine if i were god i wouldnt be too happy..he has plans for me anyway..im being as strong as i possibly can. i honestly feel like i could throw up..but i dont have the strength.
its amazing the lies i have learned tonight..but the truth will hit him hard a little too late..i almost pity what hes going to be going through these next few months..and when i graduate im GONE, ill never look back on this place again. my dreams will unravel, my plans, my happiness, no more worries..and no more guilt for what i put myself through.
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